tough call

actually, ada sesuatu yg bermain difikiranku sehingga buatku tak keruan.. 2 days ago, during a meeting with few managers from London, my mat saleh boss tetiba buang tebiat, made a suggestion that i go for one week business trip to London. i was speechless and stunned, the managers thought i was reluctant to accept the suggestion.. sebenarnya aku tak suka naik flight! nak ke London berapa jam tu.. maunya berbelas jam.. ya Allah.. camne ni, nak tolak kang, nanti diorg kata aku ni tak grab opportunity (peluang baekk punyaa) pulak, tak business minded.. nak agree pun, aku tak suka berjauhan dgn yg tersayang.. tak suka long journey! waduhh buntu!
(tapi sebenarnya aku dah accept the proposal on that day itself)
tu yg sekarang tgh fikir lagi, betul ke aku ni? FYI kan, i've never been to anywhere outside malaysia, passport pun takde.. takut aku jakun jer kat London nanti.. hahahaha mcm rusa masuk kampung..
however, atas nasihat dr pakar tetiba rasa nak berjalan2 ke Paris pulak! nak shopping kat Harrods, beli sepasang lagi sepatu Clarks or get myself a set of Queen Anne (terlebih berangan la plaks)
whatever it is, wait till the day comes... either its confirmed i'm going to London this June or mimpi tinggal mimpi...