tough call

actually, ada sesuatu yg bermain difikiranku sehingga buatku tak keruan.. 2 days ago, during a meeting with few managers from London, my mat saleh boss tetiba buang tebiat, made a suggestion that i go for one week business trip to London. i was speechless and stunned, the managers thought i was reluctant to accept the suggestion.. sebenarnya aku tak suka naik flight! nak ke London berapa jam tu.. maunya berbelas jam.. ya Allah.. camne ni, nak tolak kang, nanti diorg kata aku ni tak grab opportunity (peluang baekk punyaa) pulak, tak business minded.. nak agree pun, aku tak suka berjauhan dgn yg tersayang.. tak suka long journey! waduhh buntu!
(tapi sebenarnya aku dah accept the proposal on that day itself)
tu yg sekarang tgh fikir lagi, betul ke aku ni? FYI kan, i've never been to anywhere outside malaysia, passport pun takde.. takut aku jakun jer kat London nanti.. hahahaha mcm rusa masuk kampung..
however, atas nasihat dr pakar tetiba rasa nak berjalan2 ke Paris pulak! nak shopping kat Harrods, beli sepasang lagi sepatu Clarks or get myself a set of Queen Anne (terlebih berangan la plaks)
whatever it is, wait till the day comes... either its confirmed i'm going to London this June or mimpi tinggal mimpi...

after the accident

on saturday, 2 days after the accident terus ke Toys R Us to buy the car seat.. finally we bought Graco car seat (exactly like below pic), but at first my hubby nak beli Ferrari car seat yg harganya RM800.. so I said "man! are you nuts? thats too crazy!".. hehe takdelah tipu jer, takkan nak ckp camtu kat suami, i just said to my hubby "melampaula harganya, kalau Faris tak nak duduk atas tu sia-sia jer..". papa Faris ckp nak cubit Faris kalau tak nak duduk atas kerusi tu (ya right! diala yg selalu manjakan si Faris, nak cubit? jgn harap)


mama also sempat menghadiahkan diri sendiri a pair of CK sunglass.. yg murah jer.. teringin gak nak Dior or Gucci nyer sunglass tapi out of budget lerr.. (ada hati nak beli designer's brand.. budget ciput jer!)

i got hit!

semalam, balik dr kerja kena langgar la pulak! the car was very badly hit.. i was shocked and traumatized sikit... pastu ok jer although i felt very painful right below my left knee (terhantuk kat dashboard)

today, bangun tido jer rasa badan sengal yg amat, jari tgh pun sakit satu mcm.. i totally cannot remember what has happened to my body and hand sampai sakit mcm ni.. my knee mmg bengkak and lebam...

ALhamdulillah our condition is not that bad, we're still ok and Faris was not there. Now risau pulak nak bawak Faris naik kereta, coz he's just restless in car, tak leh duduk diam.. very dangerous la like that.. maybe kena beli car seat utk infant, not baby...

Yg kelakarnya, i juz received ToysRUs nyer katalog yesterday morning and ckp kat hubby nak pegi situ, he quickly declined and ckp membazirla, mahal sgtla... after the accident, bila i ckp kat ToysRUs ada car seat utk bdk besar, terus dia cakap "OK!!"


..pastu rasa nak beli stroller ESPRIT ni utk Faris la..

tired..

i'm too tired.. with all the people around me, different attitudes, different way of thinking.. its just making me so wanting to give up..

i don't really love my job, its too tiring coz i have to think and solve problems all the time. i don't really love it but i like it coz its my source of income so i can spend spend and spend like a rich woman..

( i may sounded like i've gone nuts.. most of the time, soon as i reach home from work, i always imagine how good it is to be a housewife.. you don't have to face all the trouble at the office, you just stay at home and watch your kids grow.. and also watch tv.. haaaaaaa.... i wish i don't have to go to work.. haaaa )

from bandung with love..

my colleague just got back from bandung, indonesia. she bought some buah tangan utk diriku ini. dpt shawl yg cantek sgtt... (look at the design)


dpt wrislet.. bukak2 ada few brooches


ini sudah baguss.. boleh tambah koleksi brooch mama..


this is her 2nd time to bandung but surprisingly she said there's no sirap bandung or mi bandung over there.. tu semua rekaan org malaysia.. (tertipu aku selama ni)

balik kerja rasa nak mkn sweet corn.. tada! ni buat sendiri yer.. terserlah warna jagung ni.. kuning diraja.

dapur berasap sekejap

today, after 1 month aku tak jenguk dapur, akhirnya dapurku berasap jua utk seketika w/pun acaranya tak seberapa gilang-gemilang.. setakat goreng ayam yg hangus (kui kui) dgn salad yg sgt senang utk dibuat, as easy as A, B, C.. utk dimakan dgn tortila segera dari Carrefour.. yer, mmg menu org malas tp berkhasiat.. ok la tu! (baca dgn nada tagline Saida AF6 ye)

digandingkan dgn jus tembikai yg sweettt... faris pun meleleh leleh air liurnya masa tgk mama blend dgn juicer.. this is not the normal watermelon, its small and a bit oval, not round. very sweet, tak payah tambah gula lansung.. look at the colour, so gorgeous!

the real comeback...

cam best jer aku nengok other ppl's weblog... ni yg buat aku nak sambung balik bidang blogging ni.. yep, now that i have my own streamyx at home so blogging will gonna be my second career (ceh! yo yo orr)
i'm too tied up nowadays.. other than i worked long hours at the office (coz i just got promoted, kenala tunjuk bagus.. lead by example k?), i'm also busy helping my BIL for his wedding this May. so this is what i've been concentrating on especially during weekend, on top of tolong prepare door gift and segala mak nenek utk his wedding.. (and yes, at my own cost coz i feel guilty my in laws semua dah tau i baru naik pangkat.. takpela, they all pun byk tolong jaga faris.. )

(hampes tull.. 10 kali try upload gambar tak dpt!)